You will still find your mutual love. You just have to wait a bit and everything will be fine. After all, love is the strongest feeling. Yes, love can hurt you, bind you hand and foot and torture you day by day. Love hurt me a lot, and I also suffered, but true love is the absolute harmony of being that leads to happiness. It is impossible to love without accepting everything. Only after this can you accept yourself and find harmony with yourself and the universe. And as a reward you get mutual love. It is only important to remember that processing the feeling of love will not work, if it was broken or you yourself destroyed it, then this is the path traveled. Only mutual feeling and respect between the two sides is true love.