I love this one, because it shows what was also my blessing is that I have a family, a precious family who obviously were affected by what was going on in my life. And I have friends, and we were lucky to go and stay, rent a house very cheaply in Dorset all the way through many years. And we had this time gone for Christmas. And we were sitting there and I always make Christmas cake and pretty well no one eats it apart from me, but there's a Christmas cake. And I think there's our cups and a tea pot. And we're all sitting on this huge sofa with a log fire. And I like the way it's painted from above and the strange oh, great.... The wood just sums up my gratitude. There's me nearest the fire. I went to sleep so often. Just kind of making sense of it all. So yeah, I love this. This summary of why we're so blessed to have that going on in my life and why I fought so hard really, to get myself out of it and better.