Decisions have unintended consequences. A daughter shared her understanding of her parent’s vice. He was a person of love, having the ability to do great and pure things. At the same time, he made decisions that were sometimes at the opposite spectrum, extreme and very dark. Most of life emerged in fuzzy shades of gray. Sorting out the confusing brainstorms became his personal tug-of-war. In the fight, they lost each other, he is now a prisoner of both his darker streaks and the state prison.