Most of the time I look at the world and my life positively. It’s cool to know that almost always there is a way out of any situation.
All days are not alike of course. Sometimes I get so angry when my painting fails to reflect my intention, that I can easily tear it into small pieces. In fact, I do this quite often. Once I worked all night on the painting "Solovki". In the morning, when I realized that everything was useless, I mercilessly tore the painting. I was in a terrible mood and decided to destroy everything I had in my studio. Thankfully, the noise woke up my husband who stopped me in time.
The next morning, when I saw a torn painting and its pieces that seemed alive, I became very ashamed. I went to the store, bought all necessary materials and restored it for the next 3 days. The painting is now competed, but the “scar” on it reminds me not to make hasty decisions.